Saturday, June 18, 2011

This doesn't feel right :'(

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Hey readers ! Its been a while since i haven't update my blog. Yeah . School starts and i'm busy as usually. Btw, i'm kinda not in the mood lately. I'm not sure why. Maybe i spend less time with my friends. I miss you guys so much. Damn it. I feel like shit right now. *Sorry for the harsh word. Although i look happy outside. All smiling but honestly, i'm crying inside. This is so hard. With my bad result which is 3A-2B+2B2C1E. I think so. I don't remember it precisely. What the heck! Its still bad, right? And my parent scolding me all the time. Now what i do is just not right. Am i that bad? I think so. Arghh ! Please go back to normal.  I can't to this anymore. Just stop. And and i'm just a girl who wants to focus only on her studies and wants to be in a relationship when she's older. Not now. Its just not in the right time. I don't know what i'm thinking now. I am so CONFUSED. For all those people involved, i am truly sorry. This is just me and i'm trying my hard to change. Its not easy. If i can't, i'm really really sorry :'(

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